They Will Stray.
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Friday, September 12, 2008
7:39 AM
Is this how it's supposed to feel? Person after person whom you love leaving you just like that?
I've been through it once. It sucked. Bad. And then the next person I love the most left too. And then two of my closest friends are straying. Don't i deserve one lasting relationship with someone i truly care about? My parents? My friends?
Apparently not.
I don't blame anyone. Maybe it's my fault they're all straying. Maybe I'm not the kind of person who'd be able to keep friends.
To the first person that had ever left me - Have a nice life. I mean it. Go fly round the world in your stupid jets. I. DON'T CARE.
To him - I miss you. Be safe. Come home.
To her (1) - I'm sorry. I've been a lousy friend. Go. Just go. I don't deserve to have you as a friend.
To her (2) - Who the hell do you think you are? Are your friends just tools you can use as displays? Are they like the latest fashion or something? Once they're outdated you move on? F that man. YOU don't deserve any of us as friends. You don't even look at us. You don't even say hi. We've been perfectly nice to you, but maybe we were just too nice to be as cool as you want us to be? Is that it? Good riddance, man. Go friend-hopping for all I care.
