Garrrrbage Cabbage

Okay. I warn you. This is going to be an extremely long post.

♥ Monday, November 3, 2008 6:01 AM

I am really very over the top-ish bored here, so I'm just going to crap about everything and anything that comes into mind.

Subject - emo rantings of people i really really really hate.

Topic 1 - You freak the hell out and annoy the shit out of me
You know, it's not any of our faults what's happening here. No one asks for shit. No one decides that ruining their own life is a cool thing to do to kill boredom. Unless you're sick, of course. And we're not sick. If we are, it'd be your fault we're sick.
Just shut up, chill out, look on the bright side. You're killing yourself and everything that breathes around you. YOU'RE KILLING ME!!!
And you're not that smart, experienced and as logical as you think you are. You're just like any other normal housewife with a mid-life crisis. A MAJOR mid-life crisis, I might add. So quit the insults, please. You're lucky we're doing all this stuff that we have to do with open minds and free will. No, not really free will, we almost feel obliged. It's like community service, you hear? And all this hassle is really unnecessary, it's kinda stupid. This is what happens when people with an alright life decide they want to play the role of a stressed out, miserable, penniless emo of a mother - their children become stressed out, miserable, penniless emos.

Topic 2 - You coward
So that's your genius plan eh? I promise you, you wouldn't feel very almighty or glorious anymore when what's done is done.
Because you're gonna feel just like him. Just like when every other selfish cowardly self absorbed egoistic person realizes what they've done to not only themselves, but to the lives of other people who care about them, and the effects their actions have on all these people. You're gonna regret, your conscience is going to hate you, or maybe, since all of the people who are exactly like you seem to have and empty space for a heart, maybe you'll feel nothing at all.
Everything you say or do has to benefit you in some way. You use your friends to your gain, don't blame them when things happen to you. It's called karma, sweetie.
No matter how much you need to avoid becoming the monster she is there is no denying how much you want to be her. And you make a great successor, I must say. No matter how you may try to run, and leave it all behind, you're still a monster deep down inside just like her.Oh, and just like him too. Everyone's a monster. Just depends if you're a nice monster or a bad monster.

Topic 3 - All of you disgust me
And I mean it.
You heartless selfish monsters. And I mean ALL OF YOU. Well, not really all of you. Just some of you. If you think you're a horrible person enough for me to feel disgusted by, feel free to feel repentant.
1. YOU, well, what can I say? You know what you've done to me.
2. THE BOTH OF YOU, *pauses and thinks* no matter what you do to me, no matter what I do for you without any gratitude or understanding in return, I always stand by you. I am always the mediator, talking sense into your butting heads. Trying to make this seem more like what it's supposed ton be. It's supposed to be happy, loving and understanding. All we ever talk about? Misunderstanding. Don't give me your emo bullshit, please. I don't give a fuck. If I grow up to become a monster, a sadist, a suicide bomber or even a whore or something like that, IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT. I will tell everyone about how the BOTH OF YOU ruined me and made me what I have become. I do so much for you, sacrifice so much, and I ALWAYS, think about your feelings, and how something can affect you. And yes, sometimes I do things on purpose because I know it will hurt you, but still, I always keep my mouth shut in your respect, I always do not re-butt you eventhough I know I can, because I know how much it means to you to win. I let all of you misunderstand me, call ME the selfish, unfeeling monster, when really, the only thing I ever do is to do what you tell me to do without question, and how it can help you. When you two do something, you never think about me. I know that's judging you based on the surface only, but look at yourselves. You never think of how I feel when you say certain things to me. Or how about when you two start doing things to each other? You think I don't care? Well I fucking give a shit, so YOU shut the fuck up for once instead of it being me who shuts up all the time, kay?
3. YOU are a spoilt, selfish, slutty, vain, two faced, attention seeking, bratty rich bitch. There, said it. I'm always nice to you, doing all I can to make sure you DON'T SHOW ME YOUR BLACK, UNHAPPY "SHIT WHY CAN'T I GET THINGS DONE MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY WAY" FACE. You don't care about hurting people either, huh? WHY AM I ALWAYS STUCK WITH SHITTY PEOPLE?!?!?!?!
4. YOU stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid person. Yeah, YOU'RE FUCKING STUPID. If Number 3 is so great, why don't you just replace Jesus Christ or the Dalai Lama with him/her huh? Then him/her would become the official saviour! And then you can legally worship him/her! Sounds good huh?! You can perform your sacrificial rituals or something, make him/her your freaking God, and then everyone will be happy. WELL HIM/HER IS NOT GOD SO GET A FUCKING LIFE. Number 3 isn't as great as you think he/she is, okay? He/she is a fucked up brat. If you love him/her so much, go get fucking married! Follow him/her everywhere as you do everyday, pick up after his/her shit as you do so willingly, agree with every fucked up sentence he/she says, and POOF!!! WE HAVE A FUCKING OFFICIAL RELIGION. (Number 4 applies to all the assholes who are so blinded by Number 3's ALMIGHTY GREATNESS that they worship him/her and HIS HOLY GREATNESS. WAKE UP, BITCHES.)

It feels so good hating you monsters.

Subject - I'm crazy =)
p/s It's not easy to keep switching from emo to happy to emo again. Bear with me.

Topic 1 - Hot guys
Kinda thought I should take a leaf out of Zi Xuan's book and post the piccies of a bunch of guys I think are hot. Muaxx to them and to Zi Xuan.

Alex Gaskarth - All Time Low.
Isn't he gorgeous in this pic?? And please don't start listening to ATL just coz you saw this pic.
I will find out about it, and I will kill you.

Jack Barakat, also from ATL, he's very sweet =)

Say hi to Dougie!!

Josh Farro <333 Yes I have a fangirl sickness for him. So sue me. He's dreamy. =)

Looky loooky it's the black parade! Oh My Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Frankie!!! You should see his tattoos!

I'm not crazy for him or anything, I just think he's an awesome person...
Rock on.

Notice they nearly all have the same hair? I love that hair. Alex's especially.

Topic 2 -
Zi Xuan please tell me how to get a signature. I'd probably have to ask Masherz huh? Well I will!!!! lol.
Peace out XD

Subject - Randomness

Went shopping with sis for her prom dress yesterday.
Went to this shop, egete, and I saw this dress I totally loved!!! For once I actually like a DRESS! Breakthrough!
Anyway, it was awesome!!
It was a black, ruffly, lacey, short, pouffy, tube dress. Uhh... sounds weird from here, I know. It's kinda emo and gothic from some tastes I guess. But I LOVE IT. Muaxx.
Goodnight.
Am officially un-bored and tired.

Currently hooked on: Down With The Sickness - Disturbed.