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Sunday, October 26, 2008
11:59 PM
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
-Eminem, Stan
Okay, now I've got things to write.
It's been stressful, very. Stressful in the extreme. Sometimes people just don't want to lose, eventhough they know their stand have got no good points. They don't understand anything, but yet they think they're know it alls. Not in a pompous way, but in a you-dare-to-contradict-me-you-stupid-child way. It's nonsense, driving me back and forth like a walking spastic.
They think you are retarded, so spoilt and stupid, that they can't even leave you at home alone.
They keep talking and talking non stop. Like a bullet train. A bullet train spitting profanities. I mean, for the sake of all thngs holy, shut the hell up, man! Wherever you go, they just keep going on and on and on about how miserable their life is because of your existence, how selfless they are, and how selfish you are, how stressed out and sad they are today, bla bla bla bla, why are you sitting like that, why are you eating like that, why are you standing like that. bla bla bla bla.
And talk about the wave of paranoia and tension in the household. It's so thick you could cut it with a knife. Chill! Relax! Get a life! So what if something happens? We don't have anything to lose!
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
-Eminem, Stan.
