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Sunday, October 19, 2008
6:51 AM
"People worry about kids playing with guns, and teenagers watching violent videos; we are scared that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands--literally thousands--of songs about broken hearts and rejection and pain and misery and loss. The unhappiest people I know, romantically speaking, are the ones who like pop music the most; and I don't know whether pop music has caused this unhappiness, but I do know that they've been listening to the sad songs longer than they've been living the unhappy lives."
-Rob, High Fidelity (2000)
I have good news for me.
It may not be good news for you, but it certainly is for me.
hehheh. Don't worry, it has nothing to do with taking over the world or setting CHS on fire. Although the thought is kinda delicious in a masochistic way.
Right. Getting into perspective.
Education is a form of self delusion, as Elbert Hubbard rightfully says so. The teachers delude themselves into thinking they know all and know best. OMFGROFLMFAO. Yeah, they're THAT deluded. The students then delude themselves into thinking that education is fun and joyous and they're actually learning something. Once again, OMFGROFLMFAO. Ridiculous ain't it.
At some point in their deluded lives, these people have to come to a realization.
I have already come to that.
Public schools are the nurseries of all vice and immoralities.
THAT IS WHY. That is why, my dear friends, why we have to avoid it as much as possible.
Education, taught right and well, is extremely useful to oneself. Education, bullshitted by stupid people, becomes a tool used by the government to profit from the stupid people of their nations to produce a vast population able to read but unable to distinguish what is worth reading.
We are shut up in schools and college recitation rooms for ten or fifteen years, and come out at last with a bellyful of words and do not know a thing. - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
Anyway. Take my advice, friends. Don't study. Bad advice, you think? (Don't tell your mom where you got this from). Don't study what your teachers ask you to study. Because - it's useless and a waste of precious energy and time. Why do you study things that will never benefit you? If you want to go overseas, do you think the Americans give a shit about some Sultan Abu Bakar and what state he ruled over? THEY DON'T.
Do you think the British care about Meniti Kaca and the boy's mental mom? No they don't. They freaking don't. So go study something useful. Watch Nat Geo, or the History Channel. Don't be afraid of looking nerdy. The real nerds are the people who don't know a shit about the outside world. The real nerds are the people who oblige to every word the authority asks them too. They made themselves stupid and dumb. They confined themselves in little air spaces filled with rubbish talk from public schools, and listened to it like the radio everyday.
Watching the History Channel does not make you a nerd, it makes you knowledgable, it makes you think. Thinking spurs your imagination. And as Einstein says, imagination is more important than knowledge. Heck, you don't even gain any knowledge from public schools.
School days are the unhappiest in the whole span of human existence. They are full of dull, unintelligible tasks, new and unpleasant ordinances, with brutal violations of common sense and common decency.
At least, public schools are.
Okay you know what? I've been talking too much. Let me just explain to you the aftermath of this good news, shall I?
I want to go to college overseas. Preferably, even before my college years. In US, of course. I was always either born an American or an alien in my country. I want to go to Dartmouth. And nobody can change that. Nobody can tell me there are not enough funds. I'll go get a scholarship then. And I will get it. I'm sure.
So what kind of event could lead to such succession?
DROPPING OUT OF SCHOOL OF COURSE.
I am officially dropping out of the shithole that calls itself SMK Katholik. It's a shitty shitty bullshitted piece of pissed on fvcked up elephant crap. Complete with bird droppings. Cos that's all you get in CHS. Not education, but bird droppings. And free haircuts. And fvcked up discrimination from people unworthy to even speak a language, least of all the English language. What else do you obtain from CHS? Tight knit dicipline values that (FYI TO THE FUCKED UP DICIPLINE BBOARD), do not stick. At all. Look around you, assholes, and look at your students. They're as badly screwed as you are. They do not care to listen to your nasally whiny senseless repetitive speech everyday. You know why? Because with people like Susan and Cheam in charge, DAMN RIGHT THE WHOLE SCHOOL IS GETTING SCREWED. Not just the teachers or the students, even the birds and the guards are gonna get screwed. Your life is meaningless once you step through those rusty infested gates of a place that calls itself a school. It supposedly provides education. YEAH RIGHT. Kiss my @$$.
I am SO happy to be dropping out. Everyday's a bore, doing the same thing everyday... I can still see my friends if I want to. I have my ways. :)
Anyway. I'm not going to a public school. The future's unclear. All I know is that I'm dropping out.
THIS IS SO COOL!!!
